The Life and Times of a Part Time Dreamer....

Christmas: Music and lights are everywhere and the snow is here to stay. the smell of the Christmas tree filling the cozy room. People drink hot chocolate and egg nog while sitting by a warm fire. Carolers swarm the streets bringing joy and music. Family and friends gather together to share stories and songs. You dodge snowballs going from your car to the school building and everyone is getting ready for the Christmas dance. the teachers are scrambling to get grades in and students are goofing off more than ever. Stores and decorated with Christmas cheer. Santa visits the malls, and churches ring with beautiful joy and song to the celebration of the birth of Christ. the radio wears out every Christmas song there is. generosity blossoms and there is more love showed now than any other time of the year. Let the joy spread! Christmas is here!

Well what can I say? Most everyone has heard our story thanks to Disney. I tamed the heart of a beast and finally found the place I belonged in this world. What would you like to know? How did I usually spend my days at home? I read as many books as I could get my hands on and did most of the chores around my house. Each day dreaming to find my niche in our small town or find that one that I belonged with. Papa was always working on some kind of new invention and always making me laugh. He was my joy. Oh dear! Gaston. What can I say? Showing up on my door step and telling me that " My dreams had come true." because I was going to marry him? Uck! He didn't hardly even ask if me I wanted to. I wasn't quite sure what I wanted from life right then but I knew that it defiantly wasn't him! I had hoped throwing him in the mud would deter anymore attempts for my hand. Apparently I was wrong. My first impression of my husband? I resented him with a fire. He was cruel...

glad thats not my windsheild well a lot has happened and is going to happen soon. Amanda came to visit this weekend!!!!! yay!!!! we ate ice cream and played cards, we talked boys and make up. It was exactly what I needed. I LOVE YOU MANDA!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway this Monday was surprisingly good. I spent some extra time on my hair and it payed off. I have the most beautiful hair this week. :) It just made my day. :) A lot is underway for my life this week : district drama competition, choir practice, pre-calculus paper, Christmas carol practice, not to mention all reading I want to get done. My family made a trip to the library yesterday and I now have a few books which I'm sure will satisfy me for a little while. turkey day is coming up and I can't wait to start stuffing my face. I love pumpkin pie and turkey and gravy and just the all around yummieness of it all. turkey turkey turkey!!!!! it's cold today but there was no frost on my windshield this morning! ya! I hate scrapin...

The awakening has accured I have returned to once again fill your brains with information. yay!!!!!! Halloween has pasted and since we are all now fully saturated with sugar the advertisement have now launched a full out attack with the Christmas propaganda. all I can say is GIVE THANKS GIVING A CHANCE!!! The day of feasting and giving thanks needs it's due share.But because the commercial people on this planet can't find a way to make us spend money to no end it gets over looked. It seems that all that's good and pure and wholesome in this world gets over looked or forgotten. and if it can't be put out of our minds then it is simply given the title of boring or over done or old fashioned, even the thought that these things are just for certain occasions is put on it when really, gratitude, love , service, and just all around good Will toward men are things that need to be expressed everyday. let us all try and remember the good things of this world and recognise them d...

well then, all three performances of the play went fantastic and I had a blast. It was fabulous. I went on a date to the scariest haunted house in Idaho and am emotionally scarred for life because of it. it wasn't the jump out and scream type scary it was the horrid, gory , satanic type scary that keeps you up at night thinking about the nasty images you saw. I didn't see much I closed my eyes and had my date walk me through as quick as possible. I'd have to say the best part of that date was getting the ice cream afterwards. anyway the rest of the week was just a mess. the exhaustion and stress of the last six weeks finally caught up with me on Monday and after having an exhausting cry that morning I've been in recovery all week. Not to mention I have totally lost all ambition, my laundry is piling up, my room is a mess, I haven't touched the piano in days. ( Sigh) I want to do these things and get them done but by the time I get home from school and get to sit dow...

TODAY IS OPENING NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN I GET A WOOP WOOP!!!!! PARTY!!!!!! I'm so excited I can't wait to perform tonight. AAAAHHHH!!!!!!oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!! Hope your day was fabulous you're a full fledged adult now. SCARY!!! Anyway, I can't think of a single thing that could possibly bring my mood down today. I only have a little while before I have to run over and get ready for tonight but just thought I'd say I have an amazing post for you all tomorrow i had this amazing experience but I want to do it Justice so I'll post it when i have more time .Anyway today is beautiful. I am actually sitting outside as I'm writing this!!! it's a little chilly but the sun is out and my dog and I are just loving the fall air. she is just meltign in the sun and I am once again just awed by the beauty of nature. It's natural yet artisic. I love it!!!! too feel the leaves in my hair after laying in the grass and just ha...

Well, Let it be known that I am starved for a good romance novel!!!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!! come on people lets get to the mushy gushy sappy goodness!!! YUM!! I think it' time for another trip to the book store. Yes? yes. ok Let's go. but really guys I need a new book to read. Any suggestions? Please don't let me have to pick up The Host again. Granted I love that book, but has anyone read anything new? Alright, no that I have ranted a raved about my lack of reading material it's time to get down to business. It has accured to me tha t I have not put up any of my writing as of late so I am going to introduce you to a new peice that I wrote a while ago so here it goes: Taken I had just gone to bed when there was a rattling at my window. I yawned and called to the maid to see what it was. But she had already left. I got up and swung my feet on to the cold stone floor of the castle and crossed to the window. the latdh had probably come loose and the wind was making it rattle I...