Baggage
Ellie is napping and the dishes are done, so before she wakes up and we have to run errands I wanted to place an update here. The thirty-day challenge has been a good place to draw up creativity when I have none but for today I want to get back to my life and what's been going on. I've been thinking a lot about being comfortable in my body. For most of my life, I have been told that I am attractive and beautiful. This is thanks to my wonderful group of friends and my wonderful family. I can thank my genetics too, I do happen to have a great looking mom and two beautiful grandmothers. However, I still struggled with feeling comfortable in my body. By this, I mean feeling like my clothes fit nicely, that my hair at least looks done, and ultimately that when others look at me they aren't wondering when I last had a shower or if I've been eating too much fast food. I recognise that this is just me projecting what I think others think about me. But recognising this...