The Life and Times of a Part Time Dreamer....

I've rarely felt that I am entitled to or deserve a break. Especially when I have to condone one for my self. Often it's taken my mother telling me to go back to bed when I'm incredibly grouchy, or my finally falling apart into tiny pieces all over the floor to finally get the message to my conscience that it's OK to take a break. So I guess you could call today oddity. I've designated this day as my day for me. a breath of fresh air a pause in my crazy life I'm spending it doing me best to unwind myself from all my " go and do." My inner brain is still running ninety miles an hour trying to figure out what it is I've forgotten or what else needs to be done. It won't shut up. The funny thing is is that I'm sure there is something I'm supposed to be doing but I can't remember and I'm pretty sure it can wait a day while I enjoy myself. a good movie, a treat, my sketch book, and maybe reading a while will hopefully allow things to ...

I'm graduating...... WHAT? Pardon me while I reboot my brain from that blow to the head. 13 years of school and they're finally setting me free? they're not going to hog tie my and drag me back next August? wait....there has to be a catch. I'm dreaming right? No? Your sure? ok....... THEN BRING ON THE PARTY!!!!!!! :)

I've been infected with a feeling. Don't worry I'm sure it's not contageous. It just has me on this strange kick which seems to include periodicly eating ice cream, splashing in puddles, and randomly bursting into song and dance. I'm told it may have something to do with the fact that.......... I just handed in my last peice of highschool homework today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya it's pretty great. ;) You may applaud now.

THE SUN!! IT SHINES!!!! The sun is shining!! The tank is clean!!! And I am getting out of here!! The beautiful weather today has had everyone grabbing a picnic blanket and heading out to soak up as much vitamin D as possible do to our long, gray, drab, and freeze your nose off cold winter. The entire High school was outside our windowless prison today at lunch, seeking warmth and freedom from the purgatory of endlessly being teached at. My dear friend, Kate and I spread out in the welcome sun light and pretended we were bathing beauties out on some beach meant for goddesses such as we. Of course our fellow students and Kate's boyish attachment thought it would be funny to poke, tickle, and step on our seemingly lifeless forms as we recharged. Which resulted in immediate and relentless retaliation. It was a good day that had everyone revived from there winter zombieness and inflamed with the easily catching senior-itous. The school is buzzing with the the words "12 more days!...