The Life and Times of a Part Time Dreamer....

well then, all three performances of the play went fantastic and I had a blast. It was fabulous. I went on a date to the scariest haunted house in Idaho and am emotionally scarred for life because of it. it wasn't the jump out and scream type scary it was the horrid, gory , satanic type scary that keeps you up at night thinking about the nasty images you saw. I didn't see much I closed my eyes and had my date walk me through as quick as possible. I'd have to say the best part of that date was getting the ice cream afterwards. anyway the rest of the week was just a mess. the exhaustion and stress of the last six weeks finally caught up with me on Monday and after having an exhausting cry that morning I've been in recovery all week. Not to mention I have totally lost all ambition, my laundry is piling up, my room is a mess, I haven't touched the piano in days. ( Sigh) I want to do these things and get them done but by the time I get home from school and get to sit dow...

TODAY IS OPENING NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN I GET A WOOP WOOP!!!!! PARTY!!!!!! I'm so excited I can't wait to perform tonight. AAAAHHHH!!!!!!oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!! Hope your day was fabulous you're a full fledged adult now. SCARY!!! Anyway, I can't think of a single thing that could possibly bring my mood down today. I only have a little while before I have to run over and get ready for tonight but just thought I'd say I have an amazing post for you all tomorrow i had this amazing experience but I want to do it Justice so I'll post it when i have more time .Anyway today is beautiful. I am actually sitting outside as I'm writing this!!! it's a little chilly but the sun is out and my dog and I are just loving the fall air. she is just meltign in the sun and I am once again just awed by the beauty of nature. It's natural yet artisic. I love it!!!! too feel the leaves in my hair after laying in the grass and just ha...

Well, Let it be known that I am starved for a good romance novel!!!!!!!!!! AAAHHHH!!!! come on people lets get to the mushy gushy sappy goodness!!! YUM!! I think it' time for another trip to the book store. Yes? yes. ok Let's go. but really guys I need a new book to read. Any suggestions? Please don't let me have to pick up The Host again. Granted I love that book, but has anyone read anything new? Alright, no that I have ranted a raved about my lack of reading material it's time to get down to business. It has accured to me tha t I have not put up any of my writing as of late so I am going to introduce you to a new peice that I wrote a while ago so here it goes: Taken I had just gone to bed when there was a rattling at my window. I yawned and called to the maid to see what it was. But she had already left. I got up and swung my feet on to the cold stone floor of the castle and crossed to the window. the latdh had probably come loose and the wind was making it rattle I...

The sun was shineing this morning!! It was warm and still and bright. Today is a good day....

Well it turns out that Fall didn't skip me after all. the leaves are falling and there is an all too familiar chill in the air. It snowed again but it didn't stick, it was more of a fluffy rain. today was a good day. Don't ask me why because I don't know.but it seems this week has been a lot better than the others. and even though I don't like the wet and cold the weather has been beautiful. I love the way the trees look as they loose their leaves. It's sad how they look so ragged but at the same time nature is so artistic. The chill in the october air and just the feeling of the harvest season brings memories and a good feeling of change. And being the newbe to the east that i am I ventured into the cold bare foot and became acquainted once again with the feeling of icy cold pavement and numb toes. Only a little while longer will I be able to get away with his before I'll be traipsing through snow and ice. I may be new to this but I'm n...

I have discovered that I love to be warm. I wore my mom's nice trench coat and one of my many scarves today. It was warm and stylish. It feels good to look nice. Anyway just so you people know the play we are doing is called " The Curious Savage" and no it's not about Indians. It's about a wealthy widow who's greedy step children put her in an insane asylum to save their name and stop her from using the family fortune for a fund in memory of her husband. It's a great comedy and mystery and you should all come and see it. Anyway next on the list: Have you ever thought about the dark. Not just some one turned out the lights dark, or when the sun sets dark. I'm talking about the can't see your hand in front of your face type dark. The dark that takes everything that has to do with sight right out of existence. Now sometimes this dark can be a comfort. Like when your wrapped up tight in your blanket trying to go back to sleep. or when your playing hide...

getting on stage is like being the center of the universe for a whole minute. you get the attention. everyone listens to what you say and you're basically on your own.now for some this is the scariest thing in the world. All eyes on you and your basically putting your self out there to be walked on. But there are those few of us who as soon as we step on that stage. we stop caring what every one else thinks and we step into that character and run with it. it's that way for me. I step into my character and just go. To have the opportunity to be some one else and manipulate the feeling and emotion of the room just by the words and actions I say and do is one of the most amazing things I've ever experienced. When you finish and the audience is so awed by your performance that it take them a minute to start clapping, that's when you know you've done really good. And then to turn around and take on the craziest or meanest of characters and just let your emotions fly in t...