Catch up
OK buckle down people we're going for in for the long haul on this one. It's been awhile and I have lots to tell but not much of it is organized so just sit tight and try to hold on while I try and dictate to you what on earth has ripped me off the
planet and now graciously placed me back on it's surface.
I left you in October yes? This is largely due to trying desperately to hold on to my new place in the work force. I've since learned to balance my job, school, and social life but for a while there it was a little shaky not to mention terrifying.
I've settled into my job nicely and don't freeze up in panic when ever I'm asked to do something new. My co-workers are fun and up beat, not to mention funny which is a major bonus. It's nice to be able to enjoy work to an extent and not be terrified of the people around me.
I have to say though, that getting put to work really shakes you out of your bubble of security and was the plague of my sanity for a little bit there.
Aside from work I've been floating through school fairly well. I kept my head above the water for those few crazy months in the first semester and now that I've finally finished my senior project these last four weeks just can't seem to go fast enough.
I want out of here so badly but at the same time I'm so terrified that I'll screw something up after being set loose to make my way in the world. I'm going away to school in September which means hopping off one track of life onto another that I may or may not be quite ready for. Guess I'll learn to be ready pretty quick then won't I ;) nothing like learning on the go.
planet and now graciously placed me back on it's surface.
I left you in October yes? This is largely due to trying desperately to hold on to my new place in the work force. I've since learned to balance my job, school, and social life but for a while there it was a little shaky not to mention terrifying.
I've settled into my job nicely and don't freeze up in panic when ever I'm asked to do something new. My co-workers are fun and up beat, not to mention funny which is a major bonus. It's nice to be able to enjoy work to an extent and not be terrified of the people around me.
I have to say though, that getting put to work really shakes you out of your bubble of security and was the plague of my sanity for a little bit there.
Aside from work I've been floating through school fairly well. I kept my head above the water for those few crazy months in the first semester and now that I've finally finished my senior project these last four weeks just can't seem to go fast enough.
I want out of here so badly but at the same time I'm so terrified that I'll screw something up after being set loose to make my way in the world. I'm going away to school in September which means hopping off one track of life onto another that I may or may not be quite ready for. Guess I'll learn to be ready pretty quick then won't I ;) nothing like learning on the go.
Learning to juggle is a valuable skill. So is keeping one's head above water. I'd say, along with all that book learnin', that you've learned a LOT in the past few months. Too bad the only cure for senioritis is a goofy hat with a tassel.
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