late night greif!!!!

ok I spent today in deep thought and contemplation about my life, or in other words I slept and napped most of the day. I got some serious writing done and scrap booking but other than that I came to a new meaning of being the waking dead. I went and saw night at the museum number 2 and it was a blast and I suggest everyone go and see it . it was a hoot ! anyway so I got to talk to my friends and they were all together haveing a great time without me tonight. I wanted to be there, eating popocorn, talking boy's, Laughing 'til stuff came out our noses. but sadly I am 500 MILES AWAY!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAA!!! oh the grief and tears. I wish wish wish wish wish I had been there. I miss you guys sooooooo bad. and I don't even feel like I'm part of overthere because I don't get to go and do things with them anymore.
I dont' think I've ever made a sad post but this will be the first:
I miss my home
the life I had
and the times
both good and bad
I miss the smiles
the happy laughter
and the joy
that came after
I loved moments
of silence and thought
when we realized
what we'd been taught
the shared secrets
the tears and pain
lifting eachother
to joy again
I miss the hugs
the bonded love
that we found together
I miss it because
it's out of my reach
far from my hands
i'ts still there
but I've streached the bands
you'll all move on
and I wont be a part
of what you learn
or what you start
or what you start
we're separtated
i miss you so
just remember
no matter where you go
you always have
a patch on my floor
and your always wecome
at my door
I miss you guys. I know I've said that alot it's just so weird to be apart from you guys like this. I'm sorry this was a sad post. I'll be better tomorrow. mean while keep your chin up. and please give me some comments!!!! come on guys. I'm lonely. Later readers, I'll have a smile for you tommorrow.
(sniff) why you make me cry?! we all want you back! are you coming to visit your grandparents Thanksgiving? if so we're making plans. whether you like it or not. "You are loveddddddddd!" Josh Groban. heehee! :) B) :D smiles!!! for now on!
ReplyDeletePlease don't cry, we miss you just as much and wish everyday that you could be here. We miss you and it hurts knowing that your sad because you miss us soooo much. Don't worry we all miss you and love you sooo much and wish you were here.
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